I took on a management role while battling menopause symptoms. After a year things were stabilising menopause wise and I decided to try and stop my hrt. Bad idea! It has taken a year to get back to where I was. The biggest struggle has been with loss of confidence and anxiety. Despite this I am very glad I grasped the opportunity and love my job. I am involved with an innovative team and it is satisfying to feel that at this age (59) I am making a difference and helping to create employment opportunities. It's something I never would have thought I could do!
Go for it Kristy!! I write everything down. Keeping good notes guards against the brain fog days and keeps me focussed. 😀
Thank you ladies for your support and suggestions.
I am not currently on HRT and have tried to manage without it up to now (4 years) but I am now thinking of giving it a try mainly so that I can function at my best in the workplace.
My main problem is anxiety and feeling overwhelmed when the pressure is on, to the point where I just want to cry and quickly have to go outside or to the toilet when this teariness hits. As a result of the stress I feel, I then notice that my cognitive abilities slow down, I can't think straight, my brain feels frazzled and I have to take my time doing things, especially where there is a level of complexity involved. On a couple of occasions, I have cried in front of my team leader privately and she has been very understanding as she is going through meno too.
Fortunately so far, the quality of my work has not been affected, but I do worry that I will start to make obvious mistakes because I can't think straight and my brain feels like mush. The hot flushes are a nuisance but I can handle them by having a fan on my desk. But damn it , I hate that feeling of not coping when the pressure is on and trying to keep the emotions under control
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Katie, as you suggest, I am already writing things down as I go, my computer screen has lots of electronic post it notes on it, plus a large notepad on my desk! You are a brave lady taking on a management role and I am pleased that despite the challenges, you are finding the role fulfilling
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