If you are going mad then I am too (and probably a lot of other people on here along with us)

I too have days where I would love to hide under the duvet and not go to work (in fact I came home within an hour of arriving at work yesterday and called in sick today.) I know I'll be anxious on Monday night / Tuesday morning when I have to go back and yet I love my job and the people I work with. I try to keep telling myself it's 'just' my hormones, not that it makes any difference to how I feel but does help me not think I'm going mad.
I couldn't wait to start HRT in the hope it will make me feel better, but I was scared at the same time. Being 'so young' as my GP put it I was advised it was a necessity anyway (I'm 40 now, looking back I was 37 when symptoms started.) 5 days in I'm having some side effects but hopefully they'll clear soon.
I hope you start to feel better soon xx