Thank you ladies - Carol will have a look for that site too. Feels like a very lonely place at the moment.
Its all happened so fast - was admitted ten days after appointment with consultant for the op so with sorting my son's wedding (he got married on the 18th) sorting Christmas and leaving work in the lurch (primary school teacher) I hadn't really thought at all about what would happen after the op - big mistake as it seems to have hit me like a ton of bricks now!
Never mind I'm sure it will be fine.
Here goes with questions - given they have taken everything away I have obviously started this whole horrible menopause game but what are the rules - I'm confused? Had to go to see GP for HRT and he was very reluctant to give me it. I'm 46 and he kept saying if I was 45 he wouldn't have hesitated? He is saying I can take it until Im 50? Is he suggesting this will be done by the time I'm 50 ? I know I should ask questions but I just sit like a child nodding - and that drives me mad that I can't or won't question 'them'. I feel so stupid - I'm an educated woman but this whole situation is totally alien to me. What's wrong with me - why don't I know the answers to what seem like (now) obvious questions???
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