Thank you ladies and particularly Kathleen - I find myself worrying terribly about things that have happened in the past, all logic and rationality goes out of the window...Health anx is bloody hell and people that don't suffer or experience it, have no or little understanding of how debilitating it is ....I don't ever remember worrying about all this stuff until I got into my thirties, and its just got progressively worse with meno ( now 54 nrly) ...