Hi again Nikki,
Your walking in my shoes, as you sound sooo like me! I am in a similar position regarding work. Just a word of warning, I came off my Sandrena for 6 months and ended up a wreck, crying, tired, and stressed to the point I have now been off work for 2 months trying to build up the Sandrina in my system.
I think at the moment you are crying because you are worn out and still recovering. My daughter is a teacher, so I know how tough that can be when you are well, let alone burnt out.
How much time did you take off work to recover? It takes at least 8-12 before hrt builds up in our system, at least that's what the menopause clinic in Edinburgh told me.
I understand teachers can't easily take time off work but your body is guiding you to take some time out torecover and find your optimal HRT level. Your body will thank you as will your colleagues and kids!! Joking apart, chat to your GP, tell them how bad you are really feeling and they will support you 100% and will sign you off work. Don't feel guilty, you deserve this after all you have been through. Also ask for a referral to The Menopause Clinic, some GP's don't even know they exist so do your research. The clinic has been very supportive.
Take care,
Zaza x