Hi, I am aware that many women on here are suffering from horrendous symptoms so I hope this doesn't sound trivial. I am 48 & recently started a thread about 'Rage & a question about Mirena' but I am hoping that someone may have some answers about combating severe pms as it is making my life (and everyone else's in our household) a living hell. This month is particularly bad & I am concerned that I will end up losing my job, my marriage & any friends I have !eft over it before long. Yesterday morning, I was on the verge of having a panic attack before work & took a BB to calm myself down but I am so full of rage, anxiety & sadness & am at the end of my tether because I have about one 'good' week every month. I already experienced a breakdown early this year & ended up resigning from my old job. I am due to volunteer at a charity shop this afternoon & I can't face getting out of bed, let alone going out.
I have tried AD's & they either !eave me 'foggy' headed, constipated & heavier (tricyclics - they didn't work anyway) or, if I take SSRI's, I become a constipated, overanxious (initially), nonsexually performing insomniac (sorry if this is tmi) but, more crucially, I also end up with sore, itchy eyes & bumps on my face, back & chest which makes me think that I now react with an ingredient in those pills (I have various food intolerances including dairy, eggs & yeast which flared up in autumn 2013 and I do react to two different antibiotics).
I am wondering if HRT is now the route left to take but I'm obviously worried about the progesterone part of it (hence the Mirena question). I know Utrogestan is the most natural progesterone to use & that it can be used vaginally. I tried HRT in summer 2014 & the results were initially great but I then ended up with too much oestrogen in my system due to my own hormones fluctuating (I also did not give Utrogestan a chance because I was too scared - idiot!)
I have been reading Gypsy Rose Lee's 'My Pill Diary' with interest but am unsure if I could be prescribed the BCP as I had to stop taking it at 40 due to migraines. I was prescribed the POP instead which was disastrous so ended up being sterilised at 41. Has anyone else found a solution to this, p!ease? Sorry to go on but I am now desperate xx