Hi Tropical. I don't mind you asking me at all. I have Estradot 25mg patch and separate Utrogestan 200mg on days 15-26.
I have just finished my 5th week on HRT. It is still very up and down.
The first week was very up and down, and the insomnia was bad. Then it seemed to settle and I felt okay for about a week. Sleep was really good. But then my withdrawl bleed started (I started my HRT mid cycle, so had my first withdrawl bleed only 2 weeks in) and on the day is started my mood seriously dipped. I felt dreadful. Insomnia came back a few times. But after 6 days suddenly my mood improved to the point where I felt almost 'stoned' I felt that relaxed and buoyant. I then enjoyed 2 weeks of feeling really good. Sleep was really good too.
I 'thought' HRT had cured me

But then on Tuesday evening my mood started to really dip again. I barely slept that night and kept waking with horrible adrenaline surges. Felt very low and quite anxious all day Wednesday. Back to square one really

But my consultant has very recently said she thinks my 25mg patch is too low and she wants me to increase to 50mg. So, I felt that desperate on Wednesday that I stuck an extra patch on at lunchtime. By tea time I started to feel a bit better and at bed time I felt sleepy and slept okay.
I woke up this morning feeling quite a bit better, but I wouldn't say I feel 'good'. Certainly not like I felt during those 'good' two weeks. I feel a bit on edge today, and a bit irritable. But on the advice of my consultant I stopped taking my Utrogestan after only 4 days this time because I want to avoid another nasty mood dip when my withdrawl bleed comes, because it will happen when we go on holiday.
So right now, I am wearing 2 x 25mg patches, and I really shouted at my daughter earlier over a spilt bottle of shampoo. I can't remember the last time I shouted or felt irate, so maybe the extra oestrogen is doing something? But at least my mood isn't horribly low. I feel quite 'up'.
I am seeing my GP next week to ask for 50mg patches. And I hope that within the next couple of months I will stop having these ups and downs and will feel stable and generally 'good'.
Hope that helps? Probably very boring, I know. But I do keep a mood diary which is invaluable in seeing patterns emerge and seeing if you're improving or not.