I get more confused the more I try to analyse what is going on with me, but nothing ever seems straightforward, this topic is because of a reply I received on my 'burning mouth syndrome' thread
Background:
No real problems hormonally until aged 16 when the contraceptive pill I was given was too high, it was changed to a 3 strength per month dose and I stayed on that all during non pregnancy times.
Pregnancies: 1st normal healthy birth. 2nd:early miscarriage. 3rd: forced termination of pregnancy @19 weeks due to multiple congenital abnormalities (anencephaly ). 4th: failed twin pregnancy ending in normal healthy single birth. 5th: failed twin pregnancy ending in normal healthy single birth. (Early scan on preg 4 showed bicornuate uterus and that I very possibly ovulated from both ovaries very often (maternal great grandmother had about 4 twin births)
Slight PND (untreated after preg 4, but was only 13 months after losing my baby girl, so kind of understandable)
Age 32, hysterectomy due to prolapse from preg 3
Age 33, ovarian failure - bloods confirmed, 1mg elleste solo made me right again, within weeks symptoms back so was put on 2mg elleste solo, sorted ! (No trials of different hormones, first try worked) and have been taking it now for 15 years
No further problems hormonally until age 45 (or maybe not hormonal)? When I started to feel very weak, tearful, gum problems, dizzy, foggy brain, aching muscles and joints, didn't feel like my legs could bear my weight, loss of libido,tinnitus, palpitations etc so many I can't remember them all. Initial tests showed B12 at 197 (at the time uk normal range was 211-911) so they said I was borderline and didn't need treating and sent me on my way, I kept going back, saying there is something wrong that isn't being picked up so they sent me to cardiologist who acknowledged I had arrythmia (no treatment) ENT who said I had slight hearing loss in my left ear but no treatment.
For almost 3 years I've battled this (for most of the time buying b12 pills from internet but stopped about 3 months ago)
Oct 2014- (age 48) whilst on holiday abroad I noticed my tan was patchy, brown tan with white blotches and put this down to aging. Nightly foot and toe cramps developed along with painful right knee and as well as right hip pain. Lower back troublesome, UTIs, all symptoms from 3 years ago still ongoing. Asthmatic and short of breath often especially doing simple things, quite rapid weight loss, gums still receding despite seeing private dentist and hygienist very regularly and having a strict teeth cleaning regime, and now this 6th nerve palsy, eyesight keeps going blurry and optician said my eyes have deteriorated slightly. But recently the vaginal dryness has been problematic.
So I assumed this was all menopause, and the bloods confirmed it, what has confused me is that B12 deficiency and menopause symptoms overlap each other so much, apart from (I think) the eye nerve paralysis and the white spots on my skin.
I am going to have to get this sorted and get my B12 tested again and if it's borderline I will kick up a fuss if they say to leave it untreated, as potentially I could be putting hormones in my body that I don't need or self medicating the wrong thing in desperation to relieve me of these symptoms I am having.
Is it possible that I am having a bad menopause when I've never naturally suffered hormone problems before ? I'm just getting concerned that if most of this is B12 related and not treated I am allowing irreversible damage to my body
I'm not having mood swings, and don't feel i am depressed, but it is getting me down, I just feel I'm hitting my head against a brick wall, I just want the correct treatment for the correct condition
Forgot to mention horrible fatigue and general 'worn out' look !
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