Back to GP today after bad weekend ,ask reception first if my prescription was ready for HRT ,no was in with one of the doctor's for signing.
Told doctor was really zonked out with the propranol but that Palps had abated somewhat but after 4 weeks of all this stress ,New tablets etc was rock bottom! Cried in there so she said stop propranol and start 15mg mirtazapine AD I'm now so desperate I'm going to try them ,although I'm so scared of them as had real bad side effect on other ADs including feeling like dying ! I really don't know where Iam at the moment

She is sending me for a load of bloods again ,thyroid,glucose, etc .
Then a minute ago surgery rang to say they not going to do HRT prescription until they've seen me as they didn't prescribe it for me ! I explained that the specialist had and wrote and told them that and its on my notes ! But can't see a doctor until Friday,and it's not my one ! I really just give up !

Beside myself now,still at least I have appointment incase I'm horrendous on the ADS !