Hi Karen
Sorry that you are struggling on Utrogestan - I know how you feel, I hate the stuff. Can only relay my experience of HRT - but as we know, we're all different.
What I'm about to say may not be the case with you - but it may be.
I am what is known as 'highly progesterone intolerant' - was told this by the Menopause Clinic. Apparently of all women who take HRT, 20% will be progesterone intolerant and within that category roughly half will be highly progesterone intolerant. In my case I was probably intolerant to my own progesterone when I had periods, as I always had very bad PMT, mood swings, extreme period pains etc etc.
This means that taking any progesterone - even the 'kinder', bioidentical, less androgenic progesterone, Utrogestan, can give rotten side effects, of which I experience many.
Over the years I've tried the full spectrum of progesterones and HRT (not Mirena) offered by the Menopause Clinic at a main London Hospital. Apparently progesterone intolerance is one of the main reasons a lot of women give up on HRT.
I struggle badly taking Utrogestan, by day 5/6 I'm a wreck - it makes me massively depressed, irritable, dozy, slugglish as if I've drunk a bottle of whiskey etc etc, hideous migraines - it temporarily interferes the neurotransmitters of the brain.
If I get really bad by day 6, sometimes I miss a night then continue the next night - but I always take the 12 and breath a huge sigh of relief when I get through. But it is only every six weeks so I can sort of manage it but it's by no means easy.
I think all the time of stopping HRT but I've tried this before (3 times now) each time I feel much much worse.
The way round this for me has been to take Utrogestan 100mg, vag-route for 12 nights every six weeks BUT I'm only on HALF of Estraderm (estrogen) 25 patch twice weekly. This is monitored by the Meno Clinic and I now have yearly womb scans to ensure there is no endometrial build up, as it can still happen on such a low dose - and indeed it has done for me on one occasion. The low dose estrogen is not ideal and I don't have full symptom relief but it's better than nothing and I can still 'sort of' function in life - whereas without any estrogen, my life is impossible.
I'm not sure if this is helpful to you are not!
Just relaying my experience of Utrogestan and to let you know it's not great for all of us. As you know we're all different and what may work for one woman's body may not for another. It's all trial and error.
If you type in 'progesterone intolerance' in the top right hand search box, you will find previous threads where this subject has been discussed.
Could you ask your GP for a referral to a meno clinic - you may be progesterone intolerant and need specialist advice?
I hope you find a way forward, I do feel for you - keep us posted.
Night_Owl
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