You will get there Karenja, but it takes time. To know what's right for you, you need to give things a fair trial. When I was about to give up, peegeetips reminded me she didn't get the full benefits of HRT for six months, so me moaning after three weeks was pointless. Most drugs have side effects, to some extent, but most quickly ease or disappear. The good thing in your case is you've already survived Ultrogestan orally, so taking it vaginally should be easier with regard to side effects. I have not yet come across anyone on here who took it vaginally then swapped to oral input (though stand to be corrected!). You have nothing to lose and your journey will be supported by people on here, for sure x