I am 48 next month and basically feel that I am falling apart mentally. I'm finding it hard to cope with anything at the moment and I can't see my way forward. Had a FSH blood test done about 8 months ago and it was only 8, so gp said it isn't menopause related.
I suffered with anxiety for most of my adult life and was agoraphobic for a while, I got better and even went back to work but over the past year I have been feeling anxious again. I don't know if it is the anxiety rearing it's head again or it is menopause. I have irregular heavy periods, but I do have one each month. Sometimes I think I am having hot flushes but they stop, so I don't know.
Not sure if I even want HRT, just know I can't carry on like. Sorry to go on, just feeling very sorry for myself.