Thank you all for the advice about giving up work.
It's taken me years of struggling with various things in my life i.e my X being the wrong person. I have the best husband in the world and a dream job of only 6 months......... but I new when I accepted the job I was struggling to cope with meno symptoms. My hubby was so proud of me getting the job, and in a way doesn't understand I want to leave.
I make every excuse about work load, the people, the travel, everything but the truth.........which is how bad I feel all day. My confidence is in my boots, I am so fatigued and suffer panic attacks, so have now submitted my resignation.
I know it's right for me but I feel I have let everyone down who shared my excitement 7 months ago when I was offered the job........
With regards alcohol I drink about 2 glasses of wine or 2 small beers every evening, any more than that and I feel bad.
PS when on eleste duet had lots of dizziness. The gel is much better.
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