You really need to take a big deep breath and stop panicking.
Phone your surgery and explain the problem to the receptionist and she will send a note to a GP who will issue an equivalent.
You could possible go many weeks before you notice a increase of symptoms.
If you don't think much of HRT anyway then now is your chance to see how you feel without it.
HRT is not an addictive medication with no other withdrawal symptoms other than hot flushes. Think of it rationally.....it is a hormone not a benzodiazepine.
Please try and calm down.
Honeyb
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Hi Honeybun
I just changed my last post before I noticed your reply.
Thank you for reassuring me, I needed that reassurance, knowing what to expect makes the world of difference, I can let it go now.
I am sorry for freaking out, hope I haven't pi$$ed anyone off, apologies to you all, Sarah and Katie.
I guess my tranquiliser experience scared the pants of me. I was not rational and dominated by intrusive worrysome thoughts. I'm so glad I am off tranquilisers but that's another story.
I guess I just don't cope well with hiccups. There seems to be hiccups in everything I do. Things seem to go wrong for no reason other than to cheese me off it seems.
I fly off the handle automatically with no chance to stop and think calmly. I just feel like things go wrong just to cheese me off, but I know that's faulty thinking, because it's too negatively unbalanced.
I've also read a lot of the suffering from perimenopausal women who are suffering and have heard suicide mentioned.
I want to live, not die, and I want quality of life, and at the moment, I just have not got that.
Who knows, maybe a different type of hrt will help me get the old me back.