I'll probably end up eating my words BUT today I have actually felt 'normal' for the first time in about 18 months. Had the occasional warm moment, but nothing distracting. Anxiety was non existant and beyond having a couple of meno-brain moments managed to get through my work shift without the usual 'I can't do this' mantra buzzing round my head. If the HRT is working then I wish i'd made the decision earlier and not waited until I felt I was drowning...no idea what tomorrow will bring but i'm hopeful...
