Now that I am 4 days away from finishing my first 28 days on HRT I am feeling weird again in a way.
As some of you know I was on Prempak C for a while but had bad allergic reactions to it on my skin. Then my doctor put me on Elleste Duet. That went OK and I am continuing on the pack until it is finished.
I still have a rash but it is not as bad as it was. But seems to be worse since I started on the little green tablets.
The doctor said I should be getting a period. But nothing has happened so far. I have some slight grumbling in the womb but otherwise nothing. I would have thought that by now the period would start???
Also I have some serious mood swings. Quite vicious really. Very aggressive. And then I have total apathy and anxiety attacks, which is probably part of the face and hand rash. Also I should be cleaning house and studying as I have exams next week monday and tuesday. But I get so worked up about it as I cannot remember some of the latin names of the plants. I do know the stuff we learned but I cannot put it in the words and phrases they expect. I wish it was multiple choice, but sadly no.
The closer the exam days come, the more I am stressed. Now I have reached a stage where I do not even care anymore at all. I do not need to pass the exam, but it would be nice. I know I can do better and do justice to myself. I keep telling myself I can retake in July when the last exams are due. But then I would be totally overloading myself.
I just while my day away without focus and purpose. Its so annoying.
I felt so great and full of energy when on Prempack C. But it seemed to have dribbled away bit by bit since I am on Elleste Duet. Its not as bad as when I was not on HRT, but not as good as when on Prempack C. I wish I were not allergic to it.