Well done for being courageous and making the decision to look after you. Let others take over the situation with your mum. They will step up because there will be no choice. CLKD is right that when you get into hospital, you will be swept along and the outside world recedes for a while. Let others take care of you and go with the flow. I hope you look after yourself when you get home and follow medical advice. We will be thinking of you and sending love. Ju Ju xx