It was my idea. Something we have talked about for years

. We won't sell it because it's OK on a daily basis. It's getting over being away from home and for me, committing to a camp site. I don't know why this shakes me to my innards, but changes of routine always have done.
I have always been told 'you will be OK once you get there' but never how to deal with the anxiety in those intermittent up-coming days

. Fortunately this time Ativan has worked it's majic. After admitting defeat at 11.10 a.m. I gradually recovered enough to begin eating again so took a dose at 11.00 p.m. and another at breakfast which meant I have managed to be out and about today.
Will continue my plan so that we DO get to the campsite to meet up with the others
