Oh god yes, me too !!!
I am waiting on smear test result, also waiting for appointment for scan, due to post menopausal bleed.
Every little twinge I get, I am convinced that I have cancer. I know if I get a clear smear result I will feel much better, then I will worry myself silly till I get the scan done and it comes clear. I did phone the surgery the other day to ask if my referral had gone as it is a week and a half since I was at the doc, was told it was just put through the day before as a routine appointment, not urgent.
That should have made me feel better, the doc said it was routine, but no, I've convinced myself that they forgot about it.
I am going mental, verge of tears most of the time, oh I just hate this feeling of dread.
Thanks for reading, sorry for the depressing rant, I'm sure I will feel better soon.