Good morning all i hope i'm posting this in the correct place?
My name's Sharon and i'm from Derby (bet ya didnt get that from the member name lol)
Anyway i am in desperate need of some advice.
Been struggling over the past 2 years with various symptoms which are all similar to everyone elses, hot flushes, poor memory, poor concentration, poor sleep patterens (get to sleep fine then wake up at the same time ev night 3 am wide awake but then have no problem getting back to sleep but then wake again 3 hours later same pettern wide awake???) absolutely exhausiting when i have to be up at 7 for work every day.
I have the added problem of having no thyroid due to a total thyroidectomy in 2010 so everything i was feeling/happening i was putting down to that,prior to the thyroidectomy i had an overactive thyroid so was full of energy, skinny as a rake n never felt cold
but after the op obviously i had the opposit, freezing cold all the time gained weight like it was going out of fashion etc etc.
But the last 6 months got so bad i knew it wasn't the thyroid (all bloods checked and in normal range) so doc just kept putting it down to other stuff
? mainly he'd say are you depressed grrrrrrrrrrr
made me so angry as i knew it wasn't depression and i kept telling him no i'm not depressed (thankfully, as i have seen true depression and can't begin to imagine how bad that is for people) , i told him i was feeling like crap all the time, exhausted by distrurbed sleep, frightened by poor memory and concentration, hot flushes etc, i even left my job because i thought it was that making me feel so rubbish
thankfuly i have another job now but that's how bad it has been, i asked him if it could be the menopause but he said no as i was only 48 (at the time), anyway eventualy last week he said he wanted to check FSH and of course i wasn't suprised when he said the reults indicated meopause, "No S*** sherlock" i wanted to knock him out i was soo mad if he had listened to me way back i'd have got help sooner.
He has now given me some HRT but it's a whole new world to me, i am scared to death of medication (result of being given too much thyroid meds which led to thyroidectomy which could have been prevented if monitored properly)....whole other story.
He has given me Premique low dose 0.3mg/1.5mg modified release tablets so my questions are around that really.
Is it the right medication for me? i know thats impossible to answer what i mean is is it one that has a good record of achieving results.
Have i read it wrong or did this type of medication get withdrawn? (i have read so much in the last 24 hours it's a blur
I am scared it's going to make my symptoms worse (such a baby but i coudn't face things getting worse)
Should i be asking the doctor any other questions? ( i grew up with no Mum so have never had that advice/chat/support)
Ladies i am desperate to get this right and i will take the HRT to get some sort of life back in me, it would be lovely to wake up feeling like i have been asleep and have some energy, and some emotion back in my life, my partner is fantastic i'd like to get some libido back too
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I hope i have posted this in the right place.
Best wishes all n thanks for reading.
Sharon