Hi , my problems started last october, but previous to that i had not had a period for 10 months and having the usual hot flushes and some days not feeling quite well, but i just got on with my life, then in october on my way back from holiday i collapsed on the aeroplane, when i arrived home went to doctors and i had a urine infection, this is where it all went wrong, been on several antibiotics, which eventually cleared it up, but was still feeling very poorly, then i started having bad palpitations which i was admitted to hospital for, i have had my heart checked out and everything is fine, had a ultra scan and transvaginal scan, and that came back fine, had a 24 hour urine sample done blood tests done, every thing ok but blood tests confirmed i was in the menopause my FSH level was 113, so went on HRT Elleste Duet 1mg then went on to 2mg then changed to femoston 1mg but was not feeling well on HRT so doctor took me off it, went on Beta Blockers because palpitations were everyday, then startred with bad anxiety which i am not copeing very well with, went to doctors and she had put me on Lustarl antidepressants 50mg i only started them on thursday, but woke up early this morning feeling shaky inside and restless and very anxious, dont know what to do for the best, do i phone doctors and tell her how i am feeling or just carry on, so sorry for the long moan, but feel like i need a little help from you lovely ladies...