Well, this is all becoming a poop show. Put the Evorels on yesterday morning. They seemed to stick well. They were ginormous and very crinkly, having 3 of the huge things on.
But last night I literally slept NOT A SINGLE MINUTE. Not even light sleep. I had the weird inner tremors which feel like I'm rocking or something, as well as tingling, and my heart beating hard and fast. I gave up at 5am and got up, took a shower, ripped off the Evorels and put one of my last few changes of Estradots on.
I don't know what I'm going to do now. I've been sobbing over my high protein breakfast. I know it's only 1 night and we should give these things time etc etc, but really these neurological symptoms come back instantly levels drop and they don't get better until levels go up. Been there before.
I had finally begun to get things figured out. I was sleeping 7.5hrs a night. I was getting more deep sleep. (All trackable on the watch.) And now this. I can't increase the gel further, I'm already on 6 pumps and we know I can't absorb more than that. I don't absorb Sandrena (tried that with the same outcome as this).
There is only the Estraderm patch left to try (which notoriously doesn't stick well and I don't hold out much hope for) or I'm going to end up on oral. At least temporarily, until Estradots come back.
I will make an appt on Monday with my Newson Health dr. But she can only prescribe products which are actually available in the UK, so it's not really going to help unless she has a secret supply of Estradots stashed somewhere. I was hoping I could just get by for a few weeks and perhaps there is some slow trickle of them into the UK and now everyone else has been switched off them, perhaps there will be some again....
Why oh why don't we have access to injections in the UK? I don't understand that at all. Perhaps not for everyone as the first line of HRT, but for desperate situations and poor absorbers like me.