Thanks for the reply.
Here is an update of what has happened to me. So I started continuous Utrogestan on 15th January, and upped my dose to 3 pumps of oestrogel. Throughout February, my bladder issues still continuoud. No improvement at all. Started getting very anxious and panicky. By the end of Feb I had a complete meltdown. My body was shaking, sweating, I felt nausea, had diahrea, couldnt eat. My anxiety went mental. Not sure if it was due to the continuous utrogestan, (as I always felt my anxiety got worse when on the 2 weeks of untrogestan previously), or my ongoing worry that nothing is improving my cystitis, UTI feelings with horrendous external burning. I was so bad that my husband had to ring for an emergency GP appointment.
I spoke my my gp and she suggested antidepressents to a) help anxiety and b) reduce nerve pain of external possible vulvodynia and bladder pain. I reluctantly took 5 days of them. Duloxetine. By day 5 I was more anxious than ever. She did say I may get worse for 2 weeks but I was nearly vomitting with anxiety and panic attacks. So again, another appointment with my GP and she said I could have a progesterone intolerance, only because I said "could it be the utrogestan since going continuous". She suggested the following, which I am still pretty worried about. I come off utrogestan, have a 3 month (13 week) long cycle to see if my anxiety and bladder improves, then I go on a 2 week Provera progesterone at 10mg per day (quite high). If I have no bleeds during or after withdrawal, then my lining will be very thin which we want. She also said come off the antidepressants.
So 2 weeks in, after coming off utrogestan, my anxiety has improved a lot, but my bladder and burning issue still remain. I suppose it's only been 2 weeks.
Tomorrow I get the results of a recent blood test to test my testosterone, to see if that is low enough to have replacement which could improve bladder. Because I have been using vagirux daily since end of November 23 and previously every other day since may 23. Which recently is not improving it.
I am still so incredibly torn about all this HRT. I do not want the Merina because it will be permanent progesterone, synthetic, plus right next to my bladder. I don't want to end up on continuous synthetic provera either. I can't use utrogestan vaginally because of my bladder issues which will override all the vagirux replacement.
I am now looking into functional medicine doctors who are completely against mainstream HRT and recommend Prognelonone/DHEA.
I honestly feel like my life is over and I will be stuck with this bladder issue and burning for the rest of my life. I am 53 and dread what is to come in the next few years.