Hi ladies,
I'm 53 and am so desperate for help right now, so much I don't know how I can go on.
I have been on HRT Oestrogel 2 pumps and utrogestan cyclic since Jan 2021 due to night sweats and anxiety mainly.
In May 2023, I thought I had a UTI. Constant needing to wee, even after weeing and burning down there. It was 4 days before my holiday abroad, so I was stressed to the max to get it sorted. Whether that triggered it at first, I don't know. Urine test at GP showed nothing wrong, so my GP put me on Vagirux topical oestrogen. I did the 2 weeks daily and by 7 days it went. After the 2 weeks daily, I dropped to twice per week as instructed. Within 48 hours, it came back again. I then phoned my gp and she said try every other day (off licence) and see how you go on. I did that, and it did ease off. I then had a few months with it being ok on every other day.
Then in end of October, I tried dropping to 3 days per week, as I was worried about using more than the licenced dose, considering I was on systemic HRT (2 pumps of ostrogel and cyclic utrogestan). By the end of November, my bladder came back, as if I had not been taking anything. So depressing. I then, on 28th November, immediately started on daily vagirux. By the time christmas arrived, it was the worst it has ever been. Not only UTI feelings, but external burning worse than ever before. I couldn't sit down, do my work, go anywhere. I then read on here about Ovestin and immediately contacted my GP on 21st Dec begging for that to ease the burn. I was prescribed it, and within around 7 days, the burning eased off and strangely the bladder issue subsided. Now I take Utro from 15th to 28th, so whether it was due to be going off that for a bit, who knows.
Then, on 5th Jan, I had a GP appointment, she said up the oestrogel to 3 pumps and continue with the daily vagirux and ovestin daily, also she said I am at the right time to change from cyclic to contiuous utrogestan. Because the dose drops to 100mg daily (from 200mg over 14 days), it may help. She examined me and said she could tell I was using the topical oestrogen, so I suppose that means no signs of VA. Who knows. She suspected vulvodymia, but why now, when on all this HRT?
The results of my blood test showed estrodial at 159. Not sure if that is good or low.
Anyway, to cause more confusion, I started continuous on the night of 15th January, but.... my bladder and burning external issues started up on the 15th daytime. So not sure I can blame utrogestan.
It is now over 10 weeks that I have been using vagirux daily, with ovestin externally and I am just as bad. One week the bladder is bad, next week the burning is intense. I feel like I am burning, on fire, like a chemical burn sensation all the time. I am now questioning vagirux, but I did have all these issues before I started it. I am so depressed, I can't go on like this. It is causing my anxiety to go worse, which makes the condition worse. I am doing meditation, taking all the right supplements, on HRT. My husband sleeps seperately from me so I can sleep, no chance of any intimacy now I am on daily vagirux plus this horrid condition.
I honestly do not know what to do. I have another appointment this week with my GP, but what are they going to do next? up my gel again? I am already on daily vagirux which is off licence. I tried using Yes OB, which seemed to ease things a bit, but once I have a wee, it's back. I am so lost right now.
If any ladies can relate to this, please help. I'd love to know how you sorted it.
Thank you ladies.