For about 2 years I have suffered from forgetfullness and hot flushes and night sweats. Which is basically all I thought p/menopause was.
Last year in work, I was with a different member of staff. She more or less made my anxiety/depression worse by constantly belittling me, saying other staff had complained about me (they hadn't). I obviously told management but instances continued. I carried on going to work (caring role so didnt feel happy leaving my patient) to her care. I felt that I didnt matter and was continuously crying in work and home.
Anyway I wouldnt be working with her for much longer so tried to carry on, then found out she would be with my child for the next year. When they went on a taster day with her, I fell apart in work and was accused of being drunk. I was confused, stumbling, slurring, red faced.
There is no way I would be drunk early in the morning at my place of work, I have a severely disabled child who takes meds and needs total bodily care etc, I also drive to work with my other son who I would never risk. My husband was with me too that morning and knows I wasnt drinking but that I was worried about my son.
When I saw My Gp and spoke to Occu Health they both said could be my meds were not strong enough any more, it was my age (!) 47, bullying made my health worse/intensified.
I didnt realise all these symptoms work described on that day could be related in anyway to menopause.
I have been suspended since July last year with no contact until I requested in November as I felt adrift/ no support. Still none really?
They are taking further disciplinary action, though they are aware of bullying/mental health and peri menopause could have possibly affected me?
Could this have been menopausal/panic/anxiety symptoms or am I just crazy?
Thanks
I felt so confused, watching myself in that situation and not being able to help/change myself.... Any advice would be great.