Hi Scampidoodle,
thank you for replying
well, some things have altered since I posted!
basically I stuck with the tiny patch for 6 weeks, then gave up as felt horrible
I felt so awful the next morning that i found some estrogel (as you do)- and thought, what the hell- and actually put 2 pumps on- so a lot more than the patch- kill or cure I thought!!
didn't feel great for the next 2 days and so added a pump of the otc progesterone cream on the 2nd day.
the 3rd day I woke up and felt awesome! normal- first time in years. i hadnt even slept well but that didnt matter.
day after that not so great- ah! so i'm bumbling along trying to figure out what it was that worked and recreate that amazing feeling of normality.
i might actually need more of the prog but i'm scared to try- but going higher on the oestrogen seemed to work (i never thought that would happen)
i honestly thought i'd had it with estrogens including the gel, but somehow it/or the prog/or the two together worked
so, yes, you may well be right re the prog
i only applied half pump yesterday (of prog) and feel quite bad today so adds weight to the needing more not less!
i'm just very tentative because i'm definitely prog sensitive- it was why i had womb out in first place
BUT i'm learning that there's something of a goldilocks zone with these hormones- it's just finding it that's so hard
the fact that i had a good day- honestly, beside myself- never thought it would happen again
gives me hope
i hope you're doing well too x