Thanks CLKD, Aprilflower and vickypk
I decided last night after writing to cut my pill in half so I have just had the second half now, rather than going cold turkey. I will see how I go. I know that you understand the difficulty and I so appreciate your thoughts. It makes me feel less alone.
Statistically the chances of getting cancer are said to increase fivefold with ADH. Vickypk you are obviously taking a risk but I’m not judging you for it. Who is to say what choice makes for the best quality of life and I don’t know yet what I can handle.
I am surprised that your doctor is fine with your HRT after DCIS, as my understanding is that it is a stage 0 cancer? Or is it a battle to get a prescription? On the other hand you’ve obviously monitored and have acted quickly.
CLKD I have to laugh at your mastectomy question for my doctor. Can just imagine the face!
It’s actually been interesting to read that it’s considered over treatment even for DCIS to have a cautionary mastectomy since although recurrence rates are then lowest, survival rate is statistically no better than the woman who has breast sparing surgery. If you add radiotherapy, recurrence rates are similar to mastectomy.
There’s a US tool called the Gail model and you can answer the questions online. It’s not an exact science and I had to answer I don’t know as to whether I have a genetic mutation, but according to that result my risk is 2.6% versus average of 1.3% (same age and ethnicity in the US) of getting cancer in the next 5 years and 20.9% versus average of 11% over my lifetime. It didn’t have a dense tissue question and mine is dense, which increases my risk too.
Still it’s less likely I won’t get cancer.
If on the surgical biopsy they only find ADH again, even on the margins, that’s the end of surgery as ADH is ‘high risk’ not cancer.
One concern I do have is that multiple biopsies can create scar tissue where there are a number of clusters to excise and women sometimes opt then to go further. But from my mammogram I think there’s only really the one cluster of suspicious microcalcifications, so am hopeful.
I have really small breasts so no vanity there, but I still don’t want to lose them. I mean yes of course if to save my life but right now I feel I’d rather have breasts and no HRT than the opposite. Easy to say right now of course while I’m still sleeping.
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There’s also a possibility I think of taking hormone blockers on ADH, but that I really don’t see happening- going from like a miserable 20 to zero estrogen level!! If I can’t sleep without HRT then how on earth do people cope with hormone blockers? I believe they aren’t incredibly popular but one good thing is apparently there is bone protection in them whereas having nothing raises the osteoporosis spectre - my aunt had it. We women are saints.
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Aprilflower you are right about the stress. I’m naturally anxious even without worrying about cancer. Today I did some family time to open gardens and a beer and burger in our winter sun afterwards. Sod not drinking.
It did make me feel calmer.
I’ll check back here after the biopsy. Thanks again. Xx