Hi
thanks for the replies, I'll try to ring them this evening. I am really scared that the GP(s) are totally fed up with me, and I will get struck off. I am happy to invoke my health insurance, I don't understand why the GP said no, as it would get me off his, and the NHS back.
I feel like my anxiety is me in a pinball machine. I bounce from one terrible thought to another, and then back again. Logically, I know what will be will be, and there are things I can't control, but there is a disconnect from emotional/physical and logical
thank you, I'm so sorry to be such an annoying person
Jeepers
xx