I fell in love at the age of 11. I had known the lad since age 9. He let me down when I was 13
. What if ........
I could have gone to the Royal College of Music. But I fell in love the 2nd time. What if ..........
I had been aware of the 2nd lad in School and have been with him since the age of 16. What if we had gone to New Zealand because we couldn't get work after Uni.? Would we have stayed for a long time as our friend has done? Would we have kept in touch with our friend .......
What would I have achieved without anxiety attacks which grounded me
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What would I have achieved had other openings been available? When I left College it was go into : teaching; secretarial work; factory work; I was never going to be a teacher or nurse
but what if ......... now there are more opportunities but probably less jobs if that makes sense. I have an interest in Health and Safety but don't think that my brain was every good enough to soak up the Legalities that would be required for such a job. I now love going to Auctions etc. so maybe a Porter in an Auction House? as long as I didn't have to handle monies .......
If himself hadn't retired 'early', what then