Hello Ladies
I see a private HRT doctor. I have done for over 3 years. Recently I managed to get in with Louise Newson's new clinic in Stratford which is much closer to home. By the time I saw Louise I had made up my mind to try Estrogel and Utrogestan anyway. So that's what I am on. Despite what Hurdity has found out and all the discussion we've had here, Louise says that Oestrodose is weaker than Estrogel in practice and told me only to use Estrogel. I am to use an online pharmacy for it because they guarantee to only prescribe it to her patients, but to get the prescriptions from my GP. The pharmacy need the script to say Estrogel. I just can't get the GP to do it. She seems worried by the computer system they all use and declared today (after 2 other failed prescriptions over the past 2 weeks) that she can't type the product name into the system therefore she can't prescribe it. All she can do is prescribe Estradiol gel. If I send that to the local pharmacy or the online pharmacy I will get Oestrodose back. This has been confirmed by both outlets. The online pharmacy said that Estrogel is more expensive, so they have to prescribe the cheaper Oestrodose if it's not specified on the script because the NHS won't reimburse them for the expensive product otherwise. So I'm stuck.
She is also obsessing about my blood pressure. I used to have good blood pressure before I got fat and unfit and middle-aged, but it has risen now. However I know that it changes a lot during the day. She gets very much higher readings on her surgery monitor than I get on mine at home, however we have calibrated them together and they are quite close. So I have some white coat syndrome going on it would seem. She just looks blank when I try to explain this. She has had me back and forth to retest it. Each time she says it's high and looks worried. Today I took 3 days of my home readings in which are less high, but she still thinks I will need medication or I risk a stroke. Then she said she doesn't think I should be on oestrogen because she thinks it's the oestrogen that has pushed my BP up.
I tried to explain that without the oestrogen I feel suicidal but she just said I needed an antidepressant with anti anxiety properties. She refuses to acknowledge that hypothyroidism is a cause of rising BP and despite a year and a half treatment for that, my thyroid levels are still worse now than they were before I started thyroid meds. Once I began those my levels deteriorated fast!
I don't want to come off HRT. I don't want BP medication. I don't want antidepressants.
I do want better thyroid treatment to give me some energy and hope back.
I don't think the GP knows what she's doing.
I see my first endocrinologist a week on Friday. I am praying I get a decent one who will help me improve my thyroid treatment. I don't know what to do about my very variable BP. Being threatened with a stroke is not helping the white coat syndrome. My previous HRT doctor took to threatening me with diabetes if I didn't loose weight fast, that made me get very stressed with her too. Thyroid could be the route cause of all these issues and yet it's brushed under the carpet.