Hi - to say that women are half the population im surprised there is not a menopause clinic in every town - there bludy should be - its disheartening after periods then babies , should we choose or be so lucky, or and miscarriage should we suffer & then menopause- the only way to get any kind of guidance or support is on forums...the doctors just dont give the time or care im my experience..its a case of 'get on with it'. i went to docs couple of years back with some symptoms that i believed to be perimenopause and asked to be tested , i was told ' do you know how much that would cost and the state the NHS is in?" and ushered away and told to basically just get on with it..little did they know my mood swings at that point were so bad and if i hadnt of got a supportive husband i mightve very well gone mad. Annyway i digress, point being, i set myself on HRT , i insisted...it didnt seem to work for me..i came off..felt like shit..went back on..my husband suggested i come off as i 'was worse' .then came off again.....i really did not and do not know what is best for being.i feel like my body is betraying me, im sure i will get through it, but its punishing, really punishing. Last month after my period which have changed from 7 days per week to a very gushy thin runny 2 days ( excuse the deets but know you wont mind) , then 2 weeks later ( last week) i had the most ulmighty pain in my right hand side and lost brown blood, i think , i dont know, it mightve been my last hurrah?..my final egg..who knows..again i digress cus the question i have ..are all these symptoms synonomous with menopause...i have little energy, just to do housework is impossible ..truly..ive got 'used to' the brain fog, which is a ball acher running my own photography business. i dont need a coat and i was always so nesh..the worst being my joints are killing me, i feel like an old woman, my neck and bag feel arthritic,bloated like a whale and my sinus! cor blimey, im dizzy every day, my ears popping constantly with wooshing inside my head,i fell like my head is a cottonwool head or a swimming pool - sneezing all the time like allergic ( never was) - stabbing palpitations, ..the horrible nausea on waking and thats if ive managed to get some sleep......and my emotions are close to the edge on a daily basis...im sorry to moan ..just wanted to write it down so i could see it for myself....ive always been a healthy fit person..its driving me truly truly nuts...thankyou for listening, i just dont know what to do next ..