Well, thank you, ladies. I lurked for ages, and only said a couple of things. What I read here really encouraged me to strike out towards self care (as opposed to self loathing).
Estradot 37.5
Mirena coil in situ already
49 - see above for Mirena and knowing where I am meno-wise
I don't really know what I'm expecting. Flatter moods would be nice. An escape from the crushing exhaustion. The incredible pain I have in my achilles and calves being manageable. A bit of my old bounce, really.
But I've used this space as a resource, and there's so much information here, so I just wanted to say thank you, as I strike out on this journey.