Thanks again for your reply* CLKD* I have kept busy, the anxiety has gone more or less as i was always wondering if he would turn up or not, have thought about him a lot, mainly puzzling out why he is like he is, wasnt so much upset about Christmas or birthday present, more because of the reason why?
To all outsiders he is a lovely man, he is very charming, and very sociable, always seems cheerful, speaks to everyone who passes his house, if he happens to be in his garden, especially if they have dogs,
There is something else which has bothered me a lot, but didnt really take it as being concerning him
He once asked me if i thought a relationship with a 16 year old girl and a 60 year old man would work,
Horrified really i said oh no that would be wrong,he looked puzzled, as if he didnt think so
Then said he liked small women, and liked how tiny i am, [just under 5ft,he is 5-9]
It didnt ring alarm bells at the time, because i didnt really think about it,
Since not seeing him i have thought a lot about things he said
I have kept busy, with my son, visiting him, and also i am decorating my kitchen,and gardening
Something else he said made me ask [jokingly] if he was under a curfew,he didnt answer
He insists he never lies, and gets quite annoyed if anyone thinks he does, but he does im sure as he contradicts himself a lot
Am i being paranoid do you think?
After mulling over everything, i dont think i could go back,
I sent him a message saying it was over
There is something not right,he doesnt think like most people