Hi All,
I am new to the forum

but not new to menopause and problems with HRT

A brief history....
Had a full hysterectomy 12 years ago at the age of 39, both ovaries removed as well.... was put on HRT at the time being estrogen patch cannot remember which one or dosage...wasn't too bad to start with then over the 3 year got worse with funny turns... saw the GP's and Endo's blood samples came back normal... GP's clueless....so ditched the HRT and went cold turkey....was ok until last year at the age of 51...
Had a battle with a UTI with getting the GP's to confirm, but finally they did... but after causing myself to suffer with anxiety, depression, insomnia and struggling to cope.
Saw a private GP who ran 24hr cortisol tests where they came back with high cortisol and low DHEA , so was diagnosed with early stages of Adrenal Fatigue and prescribed DHEA.
The done some sex hormone saliva tests.... found estrogen was low, testosterone was none existent, and progesterone was in the floor....was prescribed 2.5mg Bi-Est, 100 mg Progesterone trouch and 5 mg of testosterone.(bio-identical)... i thought this would be answer
After 5 weeks of taking the prescription was feeling worse ref anxiety, depression, sweats, flushes , wretching etc... all their response was to take some tranqs whilst the hormones go into my system.
Sought a second opinion from a hormone specialist.... did range of saliva tests and found all levels were off the scale...
Was immediately put on a detox from the hormones for 6 weeks..
After the detox was prescribed Estriol cream and progesterone cream... over the 5 months tried all levels of dosage but couldn't get it right, suffered with depression, anxiety, flushes etc....but also new symptoms ..tics, pressure on head , acne , jaw ache, dizzy head, tingling feer... list is endless.
Didn't feel like i was getting anywhere.... saw Carol Vorderman on Lorraine....so sought another opinion
Now with a 3rd GP, have been put on the Prof Studd regime of Estrogel and Testosterone gel (testim).... no progesterone due to the hysterectomy told i don't need it
Currently on 2 pumps of Estrogel per day...have been on this for 1 month
On 5 mg of Testim (testosterone gel) for 2 weeks...
As soon as started the Estrogel had problems 'downstairs' with Thrush, BV and cystitus like symptoms .... tried thrush cream, actigel etc... but nothing has helped it yet.
Taking the 2 pumps of Estrogel in the morning and testosterone at night..
Have been struggling with the depression, anxiety, flushes, sweats etc... so much so that thought going mad, cannot see a way out except for ending it all.
Suffering with rage moments where i cannot see clearly..
Only rest bite get is when taking 1/2 sleeping tablet.... only sleep at night on a full sleeping tablet.
My symptoms get worse from mid afternoon onwards until take the sleeping tablets.... sleep okish overall....
When i wake in the morning my mood is not too bad , until i get to later in the day....appy Estrogel at 9.30 ... start getting worse around 2 ish
All goes downhill if get stressed..... due to all this going on for a year i have had to back my job in, struggle driving.... have no life left...
Has anyone experienced getting worse on Studd regime ?
Anyone using Estrogel and also Progesterone that have has an hysterectomy ?
Should i increase/decrease Estrogel ? Add progesterone ?
I am totally lost and confused and don't know which way to go.... get told still early days and give it more time...
Which is easier said than done if suffering with really bad depression and suicidal thoughts...
Can anyone help or recommend where to go to get this solved..... just want life back before i lose it all
Thanks
Y x