Hi Nearly 50, thank you so much for replying

It's such a long time to bleed isn't it

This one shows no sign of stopping at the moment. I think what's frightening me most is the stop start nature of it. I can go for hours wearing the same pad with just minimal flow, stand up or move and have a small gush which then saturates the pad.
I know I've got to become more relaxed about it all but couple it with health anxiety and I'm on a downward spiral of doom gloom and sheer panic xxx