Oh Ellie, I'm so sorry. I know you are right of course. The thing is the last thing the consultant told me was to go on holiday, so this week I have tried really hard to move on, almost booked a holiday - going t confirm this weekend, had a massive de clutter and thought, right that's IT I am not going t let this destroy me any more. Then WHAM - phone call about my liver tests, plus different doctors say different things. I have no continuity with a GP as my surgery is being taken over by health board as all GP are leaving. I've been told, it's nothing to I now need a scan and more bloods, all on my assumption my super duper consultant had seen the blood result and it was ok !!!!
So sorry to hear about your dil and friend, I know I need to wise up, it seems once I pick myself up there is something waiting to knock me flat.
Thanks for today, you have helped.