Hello all. I have been absently recently because my life has gone shit shaped. My plan was to leave teaching and to supply for the sake of my sanity but I have now had to get a short term contact. Many reasons for this:too many teachers in the supply pool;lots of schools trying to keep cover in house, mild winter hence not as many illnesses. We had to use our savings to survive as work was few and far between. I'm trying to be positive and know this is for the short term while a plan b is thought of. Also my mother died suddenly in October and that has been so difficult. I did not know how much emotional pain I could feel and still am feeling.
My periods are skew whiff again...
I feel negative and depressed...don't like this version of me. I'm sure my tear ducts have emptied their reservoir...but they still keep coming somehow.
I try and smile...a lot if the time it's false...my real ones should come back...soon I hope.
