Dear all,
Thought I would ask your advice as I am panicking and getting very depressed and ragged. I have now been on the Estrogel 2 pumps, utrogestan 200mg (for 12 days/month), testosterone for around three years plus Ovestin twice a week. ( I am 51 years old and started the regime at 47 when I was still getting a few periods not had any bleed for over a year even on the HRT ) HRT has dampened down any sign of flushes, made sleeping a thing that was possible (even though I was still pretty bad for waking up) and also made my anxiety a bit less extreme.
It has served me well so far except, I have realised to my dawning horror that for the last three months I have been increasingly insomniac to the point that I hardly get three hours sleep, even when I take a bit of a sleeping pill I still can hardly sleep. I am having bad panic attacks (partially due to extremely trying personal circumstances in terms of my marriage). I am waking up hot in the night again, I thought it was just the summer but actually I think it is hot flushes .I also am feeling slight twinges in my belly where I think my ovaries are, not painful just a bit twisty if you know what I mean.?!😶 I feel like I can hardly go on I'm so tired, also I feel hardly like a female any more. I can't achieve much of an O despite the testosterone though no problems with dryness.
My question to you is do you think it is a good idea to up my dose from two pumps to perhaps 2 1/2 pumps a night of oestrogel or will I just have to keep increasing it and increasing it on and on till nothing works anymore (if it's possible to get resistant to it which I doubt)
I don't know if it would be worth getting a scan and/or blood tests to check my hormone levels? I know that this is an inexact science and perhaps yield no useful results. I just can't stand not sleeping and feel so terrible, can hardly see how I can keep my job going at this rate. Any suggestions would be gratefully received. On way to Doctor to get diazepam, and sleeping pills but thinking more oestrogen in my system could be the answer. Thank you for any help you can give. Perhaps some of you are on more than two pumps a night? I hope it doesn't alter how long you're allowed to stay on HRT how many pumps you have. I'm terrified of being taken off it.
🐾C