Lucyloo, that's really interesting that 4 pumps made a difference for you. I am on 3 and am wondering if 4 would help. I am feeling a lot better than I was but still feel anxious and a bit low at times despite really good self care. Thank you for sharing your experience x
Hi Mindfulmoomins, thank you for your post and for sending me a personal message about the 4 pumps of oestrogel - I'm sorry but I can't reply to your personal message yet as I haven't posted 10 times - I will reply as soon as I have enough posts!
It's interesting about the 4 pumps of oestrogel. I've read quite a few ladies (both peri and menopausal) saying they feel a bit jittery and anxious on higher doses of oestrogen but this hasn't been the case for me. I put on all 4 pumps in the morning - 2 on my shoulders and upper arms and 2 on my inner thighs.
My theory is that I've needed to up my oestrogen to override my own hormone ups and downs as I'm still menstruating. My oestrogen levels felt too low at 3 pumps after a while as I was exhausted and had a period. I therefore think my own hormones were going up and down in the background. At 4 pumps I've had more energy and felt better in myself. I'm also sleeping fine (unless I'm worrying about something - but I've always been a worrier!)
I also felt OK during the 7 day utrogestan phase (apart from needing the loo in the night which I understand is a common side effect of the utro, especially when taken vaginally.) When I first went up to the 4 pumps of oestrogel I did get thrush like symptoms. I googled it and found that high oestrogen levels can cause these symptoms. Two weeks later I started on the utrogestan vaginally and felt really sore down below- I think it was a combination of the thrush symptoms and the utro together. I stuck with it though as I was so relieved to not feel too bad emotionally on the utro - I'm normally awful with progesterone. Since I've finished the utro phase the thrush symptoms have stopped. I had a bleed 7 days after the utro which has been quite heavy, but similar to my normal periods. So overall I'm feeling happy on the 4 pumps and hopeful that the next utro 7 days will be OK (1st - 7th March).
I should add I'm also rubbing in a pea sized blob of testosterone each morning to my outer thigh. I started rubbing in very small amounts as I was worried about side effects but I'm now up to a large pea sized blob and feel it is helping my libido. I've had no negative side effects.
When I emailed Prof Studd he was very happy for me to go up to the 4 pumps of oestrogel. I have my 3 month follow up appointment in a few weeks (I think I'm seeing Michael Savvas) so I'll check whether I'm OK to continue. I'm also going to ask about having annual scans to check my uterus lining, but given I've had a good bleed following the 7 days of utro I'm hoping I'll be OK.
Thanks for your message Mary G - I do think 4 pumps is helping to over ride my cycle and therefore stopping the hormonal anxiety/exhaustion symptoms x