Hi All
Just got my letter to attend for my very first breast screening appointment and I am very scared, not of the screen itself, but of the results. I suffer greatly from health anxiety and I worry so much that they will find cancer, this is always a major concern of mine, can't help it, I just worry endlessly whenever something like this comes up.
I have had a feel around myself and can't find anything out of the ordinary, but I am rather large up top and am frightened that I have missed a lump due to my large boobs.
I know I am being irrational, everything in the news, the papers even in soaps is about someone famous dying from or having cancer, just seems to be everywhere.
Sorry for venting , I'm sure my partner and friends would think I was mad for worrying so much, just the way I am.
At least the sun is shining, I shall go into the garden and try to busy myself.
Thanks for reading