Hi there,
I’m wondering if anyone can shed light or give any advice. I haven’t been diagnosed with high cortisol but since my horrible bouts of depression have really ramped up during menopause, I am convinced this is my main problem, through what I have read most of my symptoms seem to fit, mentally anyway.
I can go through days where I am ok but it doesn’t last for long and then I go through episodes of waking up with horrible blackness, stomach churning, I can feel the adrenaline running through my body. Usually by the evening (around 7/8pm) I can feel my body and mind calming down, it’s like a switch. I go to bed feeling generally ok and then as soon as I open my eyes the horrible blackness is there and thinking I don’t want to face another day. My sleep is not a big problem, not the best but not awful either.
I’m on a low dose (1 pump of oestrogel) and 100mg utrogestan. I’ve tried high dose oestrogen too but that made me worse. I’ve also tried progesterone only and I feel this hormone is more my friend than oestrogen. I take high dose vitamin C, magnesium, B complex, omega 3 and vitamin d, but nothing seems to stop these horrible fluctuations. I feel like my adrenals are shot.
I suppose what I’m asking for is if anyone suffers similar to me and has anything worked to make you feel more stable? I am about 4 years post meno but in the last couple of years I’ve felt worse and I just can’t make plans anymore with friends or family as I don’t know how I will feel one day to the next.
Thanks for reading, it wasn’t supposed to be this long
