Thanks bomb.
I've been reading on chat gpt (thanks dangernouse) - I'm hooked now!
Apparently cerazette can be stronger in suppression than a 20mcg coc pill because the estrogen affects the progestin metabolism. And, that's before I doubled the dose - which chat gpt doesn't agree with

I'm not remotely worried about low E symptoms right now. Well, because I've been through the brutality of chem meno. That was something else. This is solely an attempt to flatline my own hormones, in a less intense manner.
I'm still concerned about who would support hrt add on on 2x desogestral. But I guess that's an argument to have, should I ever get there.
Right now I think my GP is gonna freak.

But, I mean, these I trial posts confirm it. I was horrific when swapping from cerazette (not amazing) to 20mcg coc, then on nothing was off the scale, then the 30mcg coc calmed it all down by the end of a month.
This was 5 years ago, but I've been chasing it ever since ...hrt doesn't work as my body overreacts(?) to hormonal changes, big stylie.
I'm defo thinking prof paney.
None of it explains why chem meno was the worst disaster ever though. The only thing I can think is my body overreacted to the severe shut down. Then I never got enough, stable E in me. I felt so utterly ill I couldn't continue.