I am reluctant to put this up - for fear of being out off even more. But I think I'd benefit from information.
Please try and be positive -- if you have some experience to add.

I'm 48 now. Been living through hell for 7 years. I'm now getting worse not better. I have no low E symptoms. Instead I am severely struggling with hormonal fluctuations/ estrogen highs and lows. Every single day.
I feel so ill. Not functioning. Barely eating.
I'm now looking at chemical menopause to shut down the fluctuations. My GP is supportive. Awaiting gynae appointment.
I'm scared.
I'll launch straight into meno symptoms.
Do you need to add back hrt at my age??? What if I can't tolerate any add back?
Thanks so much. Xxx