Aww thanks everyone. Keep praying for me, we need as much as we can get. 🙏
There are forums and our own nurses who answer any questions ect.....but tbh, I'm not really a talker, I keep everything in until I have a meltdown then I seem to sort my own head out.
My GP practice has a fortnightly meeting group to discuss any problems were experiencing, but after I'd sat there waiting to see my GP, I decided the group wasn't for me. ... its me, not them. I have my son, whose been absolutely brilliant, he's really my shining star. We're really close, so we can tell each other anything and everything.
Maybe I'll need them another time, so im not completely writing them off.
GP put me on ADs, but I had really bad side effects, couldn't function at all, so stopped them. But since then, I've managed to cope.
OH is terrified about his op. But he's doing OK. He goes in Monday. We can't see him until the Tuesday. It'll be late in the day when he gets to intensive care.
I'll keep busy Monday. Or else I'll go out of my mind with worry. The doc said someone would ring after the op to let us know how thing's went.
I'm sure he'll be fine. He's fit enough now. I've told him. I'll kick his arse if he doesn't recover quickly. 😉