Yep,teenage daughter = hormones,mum,peri menopausal = hormones please don't beat yourself up over it all,you WILL get through it all,most of us on here have been through it,the same as you,yes,it is awful but there is help out there,have you looked at Dr Newsons videos on YouTube? Have a look and see if there is anything there to help,I'm not on HRT but I know it can sometimes be difficult to find the right combination,so don't give up hope