Hello There,
I am in a dark place since i wrote his topic. Insomnia is the worst part.
I ve talked and cried to all my friends and family.
My hair is shedding a lot, I think it's a new symptomes to since I lost weight.
My partner of 8 years is like tired mentally of this and his work.
Dépression hit me too, I was so better off hrt.
My face look diferrent because of the wait lost and lost of my little amount hormones (estrone) that my fat cells would produced.
My aunt who went through menaupose at 39 like me further a surgery, told me to stop messing with hormones if they don't suit me.
My gyneo doesn't beleive me, Wants me to try 25mcg patches and I told him small dose makes me depressed!
I wish a hrt suits me but it's the oestrogen part that triggers my hairloss.
I don't have much hair left anyway. It use to be my glory crown (like Mel b from Spice Girls), my feminity eventhouth I cannot have kids.
Sorry about this, you women on the site seem the only one to understand what I feel.
Cheers