Hi lillibet
That's good news about your endoscopy, nice to get that ticked off. Did you have antsy sedation? I'm planning to have mine with no sedation, as I need to drive myself home afterwards. Plus, I worry about reacting badly to the sedative.
I have been exactly in your shoes, I was totally convinced I had pancreatic cancer. As a lot of people have said to me, there are a lot of other things it can be, so all you can do is try to remain positive ( 'that's so much easier said than done). Personally , I think it's good that you are getting seen on Wednesday, as the waiting is like torture.
Is there anything that you can distract yourself with? I play classical guitar, and that really helps me.
As for me, my pain has been a lot less this last week or so, although I have had a few pains on the right side (!), and a bit burny stomach today and yesterday. I'm still scared for Tuesday. On the plus side, I got my most recent blood tests back, and they were all normal
Do you have someone to support you at home?
Jeepers xx