Hi VintageFiend
I know we spoken before on here, I'm 48 too. I had hysterectomy, kept ovaries, for different reason but same outcome. It really helped me realise that I couldn't tolerate progesterone and that my body was still having some form of cycle.
I now see a nhs gynaecologist- she's brilliant and I'm lucky that all my blood tests back up my symptoms. Saw her in summer and felt amazing, oestrogen levels of 1100 pmol. Saw her recently, felt weepy, even cried on way home, had applied gel 2 hours before, oestrogen levels 91 pmol. Due to high levels in summer, I'd reduced from 5 to 4, applied twice a day. Testosterone at 0.4.
Been suffering from digestion symptoms, poor sleep, flushes and hair loss. So this week I've gone back upto 5 pumps, 3 in am and 2 in Eve. Also started tostran - a tiny smear every other day.
I think some of us need high doses, been told I can go to 6 pumps if needed. I know other members have suggested patches but if there's a shortage maybe you are better staying with gel.