you were not yet peri-menopausal but in what is known as the Late Reproductive Stage - which is the last stage before peri-menopause
Oh, so there's a name for that? Thanks! I've been trying to tell people I'm sort of at the final stage before perimenopause, which confuses them. Nurse didn't give me the name for it, so I just started calling it peri or even peri-peri-menopause because I got tired of explaining. I would have been more clear if I knew the name for it! But like you said, I've been on birth control long enough that I might be there already but not know it.
The thing I'm struggling with right now is that I've been through five birth control packs and nothing is alleviating the depression. If it weren't for the Trazodone, I wouldn't be sleeping much either.
You said that it's just PMS getting worse, but once this monster hit September of last year, I got depressed and anxious 24/7. I don't get a break. Periods can be more frantic emotionally with even less sleep. PMS is cyclical, the depression factor of this is not. And yet I don't think it's a coincidence that I'm having hot flashes. Looking back to about mid-2017, I started having out-of-the-blue physical anxiety, felt tense all the time, etc. Then late 2017 - early 2018 I started getting horrible depression only during periods. Then I got roughly six months off until this horrible new stage hit September of last year. It's got to be hormones. But what would cause the depression to be 24/7 regardless of whether I'm on the pill or not? And I haven't even started peri yet!
So...if I try the other two suggested birth control packs and they don't work, then what?
There's another factor, too, as far as why I'm interested in creams or patches. I've had two migraine auras several months ago while on birth control. If I have them again, the nurse said she will have to take me off birth control, anyway. In which case, we'll be doing creams or patches or whatever anyway. I am also nervous of the risk for clotting. I definitely did not do well on the 10mcg birth control pack. It made my jaw lock. But the risk of clotting goes up the higher the dose goes up. I have a PFO in my heart (atrial septal defect thing). A clot would be very, very bad.
I dunno. Any ideas? I've tried every OTC supplement on the planet. Nothing has stopped the depression. I'm scared to try antidepressants because I might not be able to taper back off without brain zaps, or I might have ugly side effects, or I might feel even worse, etc.