think of a baby that cries as it's being born - feed me and feed me now 
What a joy. It's so much worse when there's silence and doctors huddled over said baby in the corner... Cleft palate, tongue stuck up the hole so couldn't breathe. Glad I couldn't see her turning blue. Made up for it since, never shuts up.
Glad you're feeling a bit better Focus. Seems totally logical to me to want to find out what's going on. And I think many people find support on here that their own friends and family can't offer for whatever reason.
